If you would have asked me a month ago where I saw myself in 20 years, I would have said married to my girlfriend with half a dozen kids. I honestly thought we would be together forever, but she had different plans once she started working with a new guy. We broke up about a week later, and I have had a hard time dealing with all of my emotions since then. I went online a few days ago to see if I could download sad songs to match my mood, because I was just not in the mood for anything uplifting or fun, which is most of the music that I owned up until a few days ago.
I just needed something to match my mood, so I did a search for sad songs that I would be able to download. I wanted to wallow in my misery, and what better way to do that than to listen to sad songs. Since so many of them are about lost love, it was perfect for me. I am a huge lover of music, so finding a site where there are literally thousands of songs to fit any occasion was perfect for me.
I know that one day, I will be happy again. Right now though, I just want to sit in my dark room, listen to sad songs, and then find more sad songs on this site that I can download for free. I know some people might think this is what depression looks like, but I think it is very helpful actually. Knowing that I am not alone, that other people have felt this pain, is actually therapeutic for me. I really like this site a lot because once I get back to feeling like myself, I know that there are a lot of songs on this site that I am going to download. I hope that time comes soon!